Things have gone south since my last post. My pseudo-relationship with James has finally come to an end. I willed it to end. But I still have not come to terms with the breakup. I am still in denial. And will remain to be. I love the man. I loved him for three years. I sacrificed a lot. But he is yet to prove himself worthy of that love. I tried. I cannot wait. Any longer.
Reminds me of an old song in my younger days:
"Why do I love you, why did you hurt my heart that way;
why did you take my love away,
why do I keep on waiting and hoping,
Yet I know
That you can never be mine....
Again."
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